Caca

2010-05-09T09:06:00.000-07:00

I'm just bloody tired! Guess how long i work today?

I work from 7am to 11pm today. More than 12 hours.

And the queue was freaking long and we ( cashiers ) was so tired.

The queue din stop until 9pm.

The crowd started from breakfast time. Wtf?

And thxs to those cashiers who SABO! I hate you guys.!

BF scolded me for extending my work hours.

But i know BF was concern cause he doeesnt want me to be tired and stuffs.

And ya, cheng hao waited for me coz i need to pass him his birthdae present.

I pity him seyy. Tml must die2 meet him to pass the present.

I need to have my sllep right now. Need to attend more lessons.

I've been CABOT class for many times. hehes. LAzy la..

Toodles.

Happy ANNIVERSARY!

2010-05-08T07:34:00.000-07:00

caca
got a kiss from him.

he tried to kiss me but i was busy snaping.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!

This is my first ever relationship that can hit till 1 year.

I LOVE YOU so much and only "ALLAH" knows how much i love you syg.

YOu always make me feel protected and pampered me most of the times.

I know sometimes i'm kinda sound too much asking for this and that

yet you can tolerate me till now. I appreciate it that much!

Thank you syg!

Didnt celebrate our anniversary that much but we went to watch movie at GV Yishun!

We watched "the back-up plan"!! *thumbs-up*

Only 3 couples including with a single lady n the cinema. So damn quiet

and we goes our stupid loud laughter. And i love it when bby keep kissing me!

Wohoo! even the show have started he never stop kissing me every few minutes.
Overall, had a great day with you bbby!

Bumped into FALANI and syg asked him to treat him a drink.

But muss was just foolng him.

So bad! he whispered to me ' kte ketok uh dier'!

Met my mum at NP and bby sent me to my mum.

Too bad he cant follow us coz he have to go home!

Sweet dream~

2010-04-17T06:39:00.000-07:00

Freaking bored at home!

Like usual didnt go to werk again!

Alarm clock nt werking again and i didnt receive any calls.

Feel like quiting job uh. My bf also agree with me.

Coz im packed with my schedule and furthermore it will be tiring werking after sch.

Those who are in my shoes will know what if feels like.

And my hp was silent till cheng hao msg-ed me.

Rains heavily and good wheather to sleep.

So i took a nap. and my mum goes;

" Tu lah keje dier, asyik tdo je!" in english "No other thing to do, everytime sleep only"

Den my father goes like:

" Bgus la dier tdo dari dier mrayap" ~ "better off she sleep rather she wander around outside"

Daddy always on my side! Sleep la better. dont know what to do.

When i sleep i dreamt bout my boyfriend! I think i miss him so much!

That's y i got a good dream bout us. Den someone wake me up!

Potong steam uh!

Da mimpi best2 kena kejot seyy, haiya! wah piang ehyyyy!

Ibu wake me up and say " OI, wake up! Eat ur Mc Chicken Burger"

I was like -.-

Cant she just wait for me to wake up and eat? can keep inside oven siaa.

See la my dream haf wae you know. syiok2 kena disturb.

Never mind. Today can dream somemore. Hehs.

I MISS YOU, MUHD MUSTAFAH !

I wanna time past fast!

2010-04-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

I wanna go date with Boyfriend!

But when is the right time?!

School holidays?!!

WTF?! Till got long way to go sia!

Must treat everydae as my date day !

Bbby , date kat ner? Hahas!

I know you gonna say the same thing kan syg?

Now i realised that my TP is in a month time!

Caca so nervous!

2010-04-16T08:30:00.000-07:00

tqah and caca

haf tqah and me

Taken by JEP

This is what i do when boredom strike.

Took some pictures and i loves to irritate my frews.

This week is superr heaven for me. Always with babylove most of time.

Going to sch and back to sch with him.

He had lots of fun with our stupid lame jokes especially bbylove.

He always did something that can me laugh till non-stop.

Those who knows him, will know his attitude well.

And what ever we shared together will always be in my mind love.

And i guess bby will now what i mean.

Bby been a great boyfriend!

And well, went home with him just now.

Suppose to go home with zul and zida coz they coming over to yishun.

Zida wanna rebond her hair la seyy.

So both of us separated ways.

bby and me board 39 home and they toook train to yishun.

But we reached Yishun the same timing as them?!

Like WTF kn? In the bus was like our home.

ANd bby always keep saying ILOVEYOU to me.

I was so blushed! keep kissing and hugging.

But now i get use to it. I manage to do something new.

He was so ****. Wohooo! Next mission to do now! hahas.

Waiting for the right day! And you dont be suprised!

I love the way my baby is! So chicky and notty!

OOPSSSSS! I sabo work and i have to give a reasonable excuse! OMG!

I sleep like a pig! Didnt wake up till 9.30pm.

Gundu girl!

2010-04-12T05:58:00.001-07:00

CACAAAAAAA was so idiotic today!

Wanna know why?

I was in rush to sch to meet Azhari at bustop.

So i checked my hp and it turned off. I tried to on it but cant.

Den i get so irritated and i tot it was spoil.

I throw my hp coz i was super angry.

When to sch telling everyone that my hp was spoilt and cant contact anyone.

Msg bbylove using tqah's hp to inform him about my hp condition.

Den after sch meet him at forum. So he checked my hp and try to use his batt.

And my hp was on. Suprisingly, not my hp but my batt was flat. Stupid rtye? i know that.

Gundu seyy caca.

In da bus, chat with boyfriend and ke keep saying 'I LOVE YOU'. and kissed me.

And it's not 2 or3 times but alot of times he keep saying that. Whenever he say that i would laughed or smiled! he knew that i was blushing.

I malu la syg. U nie slalu ckp g2 beh segan. hehes.

bby make my entire daya happening! He helped me with my phone and cheer me up in da bus.

Thxs ehk syg! love you loads.!

suprise icecream~

2010-04-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

Wohooooooooooo!

Someone from SAKURA gave me chocolate aiskrim with milo powder on top of it.

And the person is a GUY! So sweet luh! hahass.

I share with other staffs.

Give me more next tyme okey.

Thank you to the sweet guy who gave me that aiscream. =)

=(

2010-04-08T17:28:00.000-07:00

Being so pissed off right now at home! Cant go KL with teeqah coz my granny being so ****!! Can you just mind your own business??!!

Haiyo2. PLSSS let me go for once before sch re-open! Msg my bbylove and yet he haven reply! Wanna share my sadness with him! Syg, cpat la angun. I dari smlm taw tk leh tdo, tapi i masi leh angun cpat! Faster bby! Now, trying to talk nicely to mum! but still i fail. Coz daddy got to work already! Seriously, so fcuk up!

Some pictures for the chalet!

2010-04-08T10:08:00.000-07:00

Babyyyyy and CACA! Muke ulu2 sia kte. hahas!
MY LOVELY GIRLFRIENDS! LOVE THEM SO MUCH!

MIRA,CACA,QIL

MIRA,TQAH,CACA

ME AND AZHARI!

A day at Coastal Sand

2010-04-08T09:17:00.000-07:00

Gonna post a long story about today!

Firstly about my journey to pasir ris. In da bus, bby and me play my handphone game. Bby was such a LOSER when he play! I'm always the one able to complete the game. So we decided to challenge each other. Then it's bbylove turn to play the game, den he suddenly say ' CIUM DULU ARU BOLEH MAEN'! Den i smiled. The way he said it sound so fuuny la. Hehs! Sorry ehk sayang. Syg you banyak~banyak!

Upon reaching Chalet, only Ming, Kok Wei , Mirah , Qil and Amelia was there. Bby seems to be bored at first and doesnt want to go inside the chalet! So stubborn. Giving me excuses that later need to take off shoe la wat la! Haiyo. I went inside and he went missing! Wander off to park. Waited for him and he didnt come back! So text him and wanna accompany him, dont wanna let him be alone without me! Went to sit at bench with him and goes our laughters all begin. I feel so much love with you syg! Bby was noty at that point of time so I bite and bite him. And suddenly he observe me touching my tougue. He laughed and said "Asl, Masin?!!" Notty uh bbylove! You know i know! Syg nie nakal sgt uh! But i love biting you syg! We had our beautiful moment that point of time and someone called! Teeqah called and asking me to come back to the chalet. As usual boyfriend so "STUBBORN" dont wanna follow me go in there! Atlast kissed by me and have to pull him up if not until tomolow also dun wan to get up.

HINT: BBY ALWAYS WANTS A KISS FIRST! RIGHT SYG?!!

Walk slowly and saw AMIN! Walked together and saw most of them are there! Aqilah seems so moody and whisper to me something! About this girl la make her angry! Wahpiang ehyyyyy! Qil laenkali pat class kte kasi dier penumbok Nabi pat muke dier k! Hahahs! I'm so glad that bbylove start to talk to others and crack some jokes with them. Had fun with him la. "B, sini lah duduk sblah i" Pandai ehk part nie aru nk i ddk sblah u lau tak slau nagging suru i join kwn i. Ulu2 la syg nie. I love the StingRay! Super delicious seyy. Sedap nk mampos. Qilah feed me coz boyfriend never feed me! He sat there and smoke! Syg, do you realised that you smoke alot todday?!!!!! Den syg says,"BEST ARH, I MCM NK TORN JER." Mestilah la best pasal u dpt get along ngan drg lau tak nnt asyik ckp borinnnggggggggg jeerrrrr!

Went off at around 9.15 at went to the park again. Goes our 2nd round of moment. Syg know what i mean and you really make me go crazy of you taw syg! I love yoou so much! Teeqah called so many times and i ignored her call. after 3rd call, the i answered the phone to tell my whereabouts! TEEQAH, U NIE POTONG STEAM! HAHAS! SORRY SYGGG!

To love, Thank you so much for making my day! You really mean so much to me and i always need you by my side most of the time syg! I love spending time with you! I want to bite you more! Luh! hahas! Okey lah i mengarut. Dun noe what to say already!

Fun time!

2010-04-07T20:59:00.000-07:00

Going out with ma bby gerls later ~ Namira, qilah, tiqah . Meeting teeqah at yishun! Den head to Downtown! Bbylove will be joining us too. Class chalet at COastal Sand.

Told my class chairman that i'll bring him along.

Gonna have lots of fun and laughter with them.! See you gerls later k!

You're my heartbeat!

2010-04-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 11MTHSARY TO YOU BBY!

THIS IS MY FIRST RELATIONSHIP THAT CAN HIT MORE THAN 10MTHS.

Thanks to my baby MUS, you always tolerate with my bad/worst behaviour. You know what i mean bby. You always make me feel proctected and never fail to pamper me most of the time.

You know I love you so much and only ALLAH knows how much I love you syggg!

Had a great time with you just now syg. With all the laughter we had and our moments begin.

Share some little things when i was out with him.

We hit ORCHARD just now. And he brought me to LUCKY PLAZA.

I swear that was the first time i step into that mall. That place like ulu2!

I just follow him la. So damn boring uh the mall like nothing special.

And boyfriend keep teasing me that im not an ORCHARD GIRL!

'Syg so bad la! LUCKLY PLAZA KAN TMPAT YOU! I tak mcm you asyik mrayap!'

Walk and walk den sat infront of TAKA. We walked oli for a while and become so tired la hell. Kn,kn,kn syg?!! Both like idiots keep asking each other where to go. So i just tell him to go CITY HALL. Lazy to get up from our sit and i kissed him at cheeck and pull him to get up.

Bby had his late lunch at BURGER KING and after that we went to sit at the MARINA STAIRCASE! Suddenly i feel so sleepy. Den i lied down at my boyfriend lap for a while and goes his nagging, ' Whenever go out with me, confirm sleepy! never ever you dont feel sleepy'( translact to eng for readers). Alah syg, u dun noe how tired i am for this few days. I didnt have much sleep taw bby. Every night thinking of you and my eyes cant even sleep. (mcm paham je part nie). Talk, laugh, hug, kiss and somewhatever i miss all that now! If i could have stay longer with you it would be better!

So we headed home at 8+. Wanted to take bus 857 but ended up taking bus 960. Stop at marsiling at take train back home! And i had really supppeeerrrrrr duppeeeeerrrrrrr fun with boyfriend!Is it true syg? I know you had fun. *Kening naek2!

Bby with Ulu2 face

Md Mustafah

tick tock

2010-04-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

Tick tock, on the clock.

Waiting for my few more hours to 11mthsary!

Whoahh ohhhhhh!

Gonna wish bby after work. tomolow gonna be a good day for me.

"Lepas kan rindu dgn dier luh!"

Feel like wanna sleep until the next mrng.

P.s. I Love you bby muss.

Kiasu ~

2010-04-05T09:09:00.000-07:00

Post something for you readers to read k.
Here my story goes.
KFC have a new crew name ____.
She is super super funny and naturally loud.
when she shout for products, everyone can hear it. even the customers.
She was attached to me and i have to teach her on the products item buttons since she's doin cashier. she took orders and shout for cheese fries and her voice was super loud. She shoute at my ears and i was kinda shocked. So loud and then other cashiers all laugh at her. I'm always smiling at the counter and keep laughing with Yamin. Jacq was packing small TA bags and she was at the base. I went inside and tell her.
Caca: Jacq, She like you sia. Like to shout. hahas
Jacq: No lah. Where got.
Caca: Same la..
Den jacq came to me and whispered, 'I'm cuter or better than her' Forget what she had said. Everyone laughed whenever she shouted for a product.
Yamin: Caca, there's always someone louder than you.
Caca: (Laugh). Ya lah.
Well, like what jacq said, we always better than her. lol. Im so bad. I know that. Opps sorry. Den came one customer wanted to order snacker winglets then the way this new staff show her reaction to the customer very funny. She open her arms and react like a chicken wing. Me and Yamin cant stop laughing but we dont show it in front of her. We are so bad!
Jacq went home and she keep reminding me to update my blog. Nah jacq read this blog bout the new staff. confirm you laugh if you remeber what she did.
No customer, den i sang lady gaga song'BAD ROMANCE'. Out of sudden she also sang it, I she sang so loudly like 'GAGAGAGAGA'. Nadia asked her to keep quiet because she sang so loudly. Wahpiang ehyy. At night around 8+, she got a big muth and cant speak softly. She said that Falani told her got one easy job can earn 1K. Skali the job is ****Job. Fcuk sia. She said so loud infront of everyone and customers can hear it. We asked her to speak softly and she replied 'What i care , he teach me say ****job.' i was so paiseh and went to base and laughed. and also beat falani for telling her that since she cant keep quiet. Today so much laughter we had than usual. Then she keep asking me to teach her again and again. Begging me to teach her again tml. If only the manager allow me to do that la.. LOL!
So now have to rest my mind and wil have lots of fun again tml. Too bad JACQ! You never work tml so you dont what happen. hahas. But i will tell you on blog k. You just read it.
Have to go Peninsular to accompany YAMIN some stuffs den straight to work. hope tonight gonna be my goodnight. Toodles!

Waiting for you to come back bby!

2010-04-04T09:52:00.000-07:00

I was about to msg my baby den i received msg from him.

I miss you so much seyy bby and i know you miss me too right syg??!!

I'm waiting to meet you and i just wanna hug you tight dear.

Sometimes when you online on facebook i was at work and we couldnt chat!

Hopefully everything goes fine on our 11mthsary k syyg.

I wanna spend my precious time with you.

And i promise you i wont spend so much k. Have to curb on my expenses.

I will save my money! Only with you i can do that bby!

Waiting and waiting for 7th April!

Miss Him ~

2010-04-03T21:04:00.000-07:00

Wooohooooooooooooo!

3 more days to go!

11mths with baby and probably going out with him.

Cant wait to meet him seyy.

Been 1 weeek didnt meet and contact him.

My hp was super duper silent seyy without you texting me every moment.

Miss you so much and really impatient to see you. Luh!

P.s. I LOVE YOU ~ Md Mustafah

Out with baby teeqah :)

2010-04-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

Had Lunch at EIGHTEEN CHEFS yest with darl TEEQAH and had our dinner today at PIZZA HUT Hougang. I treat her for these two days. Been a long tyme i didnt treat her. Lucky my account balance still have. Spend $30.45 after deducted my staff discount coupon.We had our personal HAWAIAN PIZZA , CHESSY SHROOMS BAKED PASTA and also BAKED BEEF BALLS. Yummy! Both of us was like bloated and kinda couldnt finish our foods. So we ate slowly and try to finish it up. Den got one of the staff told me that the frend call me but when i turned around no one was there. Teeqah tell me to ignore so i did. Not gonna entertain those kind of flirty guys. It was aboout 9+ and teeqah need to rush to NP to mit her lil bro. We went to interchange and was blank dun noe wat bus to go yishun. We go over to the information board to look for bus services den came one SBS TRANSIT crew who looks like a security guard there. Then i asked him which bus to go to a bustop to take 854. We have to take bus 132 and alight at blk 700+. Lucky both of us are alert enuf if not we gonna be 'SESAT' . Both went home. Next tyme we go out again k TEEQAH. If i got enuf cash again then i treat u again. LOL. Had a great day with her even though for a while!

HUHU ! ^^

2010-03-31T09:16:00.000-07:00

Someone told me that she loves to read my blog and my love story!
That someone is JACQ my KFC fren. She always give me support about my boyfriend thing always giving me advise. Thank you so much ehk JACQ. hahas
At night around 8+, AZHARI and IMAM came to visit me. So suprising. Azhari was so smart. Like office boy luh!! They keep disturbing me and i cant really take order uh.. Then came one customer asking for breast meat. And i told that we doesnt not have any breast meat animore and this AZHARi keep saying to give my breast meat. SO chicky uh.. I laughed and cant concentrate on my orders and products. Before closing, left one customer, ATIQAH was at POS 1 standing looking at me and called my name: "CACA". I was stunt to see her and i was like "TEEEEEEQAHHHHH" Den i gave her a hug. Miss her alot seyy. Rindu sgt2. She came with her sis. Had suprises at the same day. AZHARI and ATIQAH. Thank you to both of you for visiting me even though for a while. really appreciate it much seyy.
Now , miss my boyfriend. Been like 5 days didnt meet him and i really cant stop thinking bout him seyy. I want to hug him and say i miss him so much. Waiting for my 11mths with him and really looking forward for this date to spend my moments with him. Gonna be a good day for me..

Miss those times!

2010-03-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

Atiqah, Aqilah, Namira, Caca

Caca miss krg smua seyy. Miss all those laughter and jokes we share! Should meet up soon. Should go over to tamp or pasir ris since all of you stay near by while im stuck in Yishun. Haizz. I text you guys to plan for meet up perhaps lepak pun jadi la k. Hahas. Update on my work schedule. Hopefully get my off days on Fri and sat. I requested. Harap2 manager tak mcm sial la tak kasi off days. Oopss sorry manager.

everytime requested for weekends off but always rejected telling me store need me la.nie la tu lah... ape jer.. padahal byk staff seyy. like ulu2. Better give me off on fri and sat if not i will be sabo-ing on dat dae. I told you i will be sleeping over my bf house at JB! Hahas. Too bad. Psst, Padahal2. Okeylah. nothing to say oweadi.

thank you ayah

2010-03-28T01:05:00.000-07:00

Today daddy is so "BAEK"

Daddy came back from work and went inside my room and said, 'KAKAK notty! Asl kol ayah byk kali padahal ayah pat dpn pintu.' I just laughed coz i jus wanna disturb him. hahas.

Den he gave me 100bucks. I asked him why? Den he said that money to book for my traffic police test.

"Mane cukup 100 aje. Atleats 200 seyy! TP test cost 150 bucks."

Den daddy took out another 100 bucks and gave me. Whooah.

I happy seyyy.. got 200 bucks. tk payah la nk pakai duet gaji.

He went to the kitchen and gave my nenek 100 bucks aso. I was like stone. Den he gave 100 bucks to my uncle and he said to divide it my 5 ppl. Im included aso and i get another extra 20 bucks from daddy sey. My mum so happy coz my dady get alot of 'rezeki' today.!! hehes. Thank you allah.

Good thing i never go work today. And now freaking bored la seyy. Bf went home oweadi and my hp super duper silent seyy. no one msg or kol la.

Hopefully i can learn how to save money. BF been reminding me to cut off my expenses and learn how to appreciate what i have.

Him!

2010-03-27T01:31:00.000-07:00

Sleep late at night around 4.30am.

Msging with My baby and everything seems to be fine now!

Bby tell me this, "Bby, in my entire life i've never had a gf like you syg. You e best gf ever. N u e 1st one i love the most. Love like hell." I read it and was so touched! He's such a sweeet bf. You forgive me everytime i did something wrong. Never ever you neglect me or did revenge. I love the way you now. always giving in.

B, now im waiting for you to msg me. I guess you are still sleeping. Since you sleep late at night. Actually wanted you to fetch me but u didnt reply my msg. So i head myself home. hehs! I guess my turn now to get rest while waiting for ur msges.

Speechless

2010-03-26T23:58:00.000-07:00

I think this picture taken by liang jie hp. My kfc frend! While waiting for my Bf to fetch me i was enjoying camwhoring with Jay hp. best sey! the camera effect very good! My boyfriend from toapayoh thts y he was kinda late! Hmm, went to sit under my blk for a while then came two policemen screening us! haizz! They tot we were the one making noise under blk. After that, My boyfriend talks alot. so many questions he asked me. I cant really ans all of it. I know la i did something stupid yesterday. But i told ya i dont really mean it ryte?! Den i keep kissing him to avoid him asking me alot of qns! I didnt do something to him today which i suppose to. So tml i must do it. Must, must, must!! So just wait aite bby! And I love you so much okey! Need to sleep now. Tomlow i'll be doing opening at 7am. Afraid cant wake up. nytes!

Sorry!

2010-03-26T13:11:00.000-07:00

Gonna say sorry to my dearest muss, I did something that might hurt him. I didnt mean it. i swear. I say it for the sake of saying. I'm so sorry syg. You know what i mean. I feel bad since yesterday. I lied to you that i wanna sleep. But i cant. I have to play games to make me awake.

Feeling shagged to go work. Somehow today Friday, gonna be pack and long queue. Hate it so much doing cashier sia. Later after werk probably meeting Bf. So after work den i update la k. Now, getting ready to go work la.. toodles!

Boredom

2010-03-25T07:43:00.001-07:00

Syg at AREP's hse. Now, he having high fever. Poor him. Been 4days he was sick and not yet recover. Dmam2 pun nk amik i dari keje. kan da sakit. I jgk yg susah. haizzz!
Didnt meet him today! Missing him seyy. B, i nk jumpe u la. Tapi u dmam cam aner nie? Sok pun u tak dtg keje nnt i jgk yg drg tanye. "Where is ur boyfriend arh? Why never come work arh?"
U tau tak irritating taw nk answer drg especially si nancy. ANw get well soon aite bby! Love you so much dearest muss!

love

2010-03-24T09:52:00.000-07:00

Thanks ehk love for sending me home for this few days!Been spending my days with you now! Love you like hell bby! So tired now! heading to bed soon!

I LOVE YOU!MD MUSTAFAH BIN SHARIF!

Happy day!

2010-03-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

I miss MUSTAFAH so much.
Just 1 hr past, but u are missed by me badly!
Keep on smiling to myself when you hugged me tight and kissed me passionately just now!
Been a long tyme you didnt do that syg!
Now, i missed all that!
Love you so much bbylove!
See you tomolow again!

work place!

2010-03-22T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today im so hyper at work!
Everyone keep telling me that to shup up!
Coz i keep making noise and cant stop talking!
That's my hobby.
Talk and talk!
Just now got 2 new staffs came to NP for training,
Den isaw him went out from KFc with full uniform.
Being KEPO,
I asked my manager
Caca: Mam, i tot i saw new staffs.
Nancy: Ya, they got training.
Caca: Then where did they go?
Nancy: they go to Yishun Kfc.
Caca: IF they go Yishun KFC, y den come here.
Nancy: KEPOOOO!!!
I laughed! NANcy walked towards office and laaughed too.
Coz she dont wanna tell me y. She lazy to talk to me.
Coz she got lots of paperwork to do.
Everyone in KFC heard it.
they laughed at me!
Paiseh u noe!

Next part.
I was supplying whipped potato to cashier.
Since no queue i helped out.
When i supplying it, suddenly someone ran to me and kissed me!
Iwas so shocked. It's my Bf. Other staffs saw it.
ANd they were like. "I saw that"! so sweeet of my Bf.
Then, Crispy chicken jam!
I went to cook side and scold my BF.
Caca: where is my Crispy chicken?
MUS: Cooking.
Caca: why jam arh? "SHOUT"
MUS: you cannot wait arh?
Caca: Cannot la.
MUS: you cannot wait you come inside.
Caca: "Roll eyes"

Few minutes later. I ran to cook side and kissed him.
Say sorry to him and said i was jus joking.
Shilla was looking at me when i kissed Mus.
I love you so much and i dont want to hurt you!
HEHS!
He said to me,
" I hug you because i wanna apologise for what i did to you and i kissed you because i love you so much"
I was stone for a while. haha.

I think i need to off for sleep now!
So sleeping and keep yawning.
Good nytes

2010-03-21T22:28:00.000-07:00

Today im gonna be happy when working.
Bby coming to werk.
And i can see him.
Miss those times with him at work.
Hehs!
Have to get ready for work now.
Wanna go early so i cn see my sygg..
Chow!

missing someone badly

2010-03-21T03:24:00.000-07:00

Babylove been missing for 3 days.
Cant even msg or meet him.
I miss him so much.
And i noe you miss me too.
Caca u have to quickly recover from ur fever.
I love you!
Md Mustafah Bin Sharif.

2010-03-13T07:14:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the late update!
Getting lazy to update blog!
Been busy with my werk.
Werking fullshift for weekends.
Muscle crmps now.
Not getting enuf rest.
Wish that i coulg get 1 week off.
And i can dream on to have 1 week off.!
Sorry readers,
No point viewing my blog for few weeks.
Not gonna update till im free.

Anw, I MISS ALL my Babygerls!
(tqah,mira,qilah)
And yeah,
MISS my Babylove like hell.
cant meet him up for this few days.
Sorry for being busy!

Driving

2010-03-01T03:20:00.000-08:00

Didnt go school today!
Tired werking fulshift yesterday.

Went for my car practical just now at 1.05pm.
Drive from yio chu kang to wdlds.
Best.
While driving, had a great conversation with my trainee.
He talked about MacDonalds and KFC.
Super duper funny la.
Still i cant concentrate on driving.
He knew that i werk at KFC NP.
And he told me that last saturday he went to NP to eat KFC.
Wasted i didnt werk on that day. I SABO werk uh..
Den told me off bout our services.
Talk and talk, reached wlds SSDC and conversation stop.
Parallel parking was my subject for today.
I swear it was super tough subject.
But i try my best to follow all instructions and i manage to park my car straight.
So happy la.
I left with 4 more subject and im done with my STAGE 3.
Hopefully i have enuf cash to book slots for my practs.
I want to finish up my driving as fast as possible.
So MUMMY, i need $360 for my 4 lessons.

And now, I miss someone badly.
Been 3 days didnt meet up and u should noe how i feel.
Haiya, need to go shop now.
disturb me oli.
Brb!

birthday

2010-02-28T09:05:00.001-08:00

4 more days to my 19th birthday.
Countdown!!
Cant wait for my birthday!
Waiting for a special gift from my BF!

stress

2010-02-27T05:18:00.000-08:00

I'm at home with my cousin.
Teaching her maths.
Since she sitting for her n level this year.
So teach her maths.
Stress liao.
Have to refresh all the formula back again.
But fun.. hehes.
Keep beating her hands coz she keeps making the same mistakes again and again.
Train her with all the difficut questions.

I give all the questions and i enjoy blogging and updating my facebook and tagged.
So bored!
My auty very funny.
Suddenly she asked me,

Auty:Kakak, ader video yg tu tak?
Me: Takda. tapi kat internet aderla.
Auty: bukak kan. Cik zai nk tgk la.
Me: okey jap. Kte on laptop.

I was like duh!!
Out of sudden she ask me.
LOL.
Nw, i need to concentrate teaching her.
She keeps making the same mistakes and i was so tired to teach again.
slamat la dier saudare aku lau tak dalame aku malas nk ajar.
hahas..
got to go la..
Takecares.

Boredom strike.

2010-02-27T02:01:00.000-08:00

Bby found a new job at tamp.
And soon he'll be busy.

Now at home nothing to do.
Didnt go to werk for 2 days.
Sabo!
And my manager msg me
'Lets be honest. u coming tml?'
I was confused.
I pitied him.
But i lazy. see how tml if i wanna come k.

Someone beside me irritate me.
Keep asking me to help him editing his tagged profile.
Like ULU2.
Hahas.
Bored!
Waiting for my bf to msg.
taking him so long to text me!
And yeah I miss him! LOL

2010-02-25T05:04:00.000-08:00

Car practical was awesome.
I got the chance to drive from yio chu kang to woodlands.
New SSDC.
My first impression.
WOW! So big but its too cramp la.
I prefer at yio chu kang.
Traffic jam at seletar area and i have to control my speed and clutch.
My leg super duper tired controlling clutch..
Hopefully i can finish up my practical quickly.

Get back well with bby again.
He told me he bump into he ex.
I was kinda jealous but i noe he's the type dun entertain all his exs.
Good thing about u la syg.
Now, i kinda miss you.
Didnt get to meet you just now..
Tml have to wake up early.
got test.
Lazy to study la seyy..
So hack care la..
Hahas..
I just feel so tired and wanna close my eyes right now.
I think it's time for me to sleep.
Okeyla..
Goodnytes.

pissed off

2010-02-24T08:38:00.001-08:00

Getting lazy and lazy to blog.
Hahas.
Im so free today and change my background skin.
Like ulu2.
So mendak u noe!
Fight with baby just now.
So angry with him.
try hiding things from me again
and i will just dump you!
Understand!
no mood to blog!
update if there's something to share.!

2010-02-20T05:36:00.000-08:00

On Wed, Boyfriend was sick.

At first Tqh wanted to go home but i forced her to go sch.

Reached sch den about 1pm. Bf msg saying he wanna go poly..

High fever..

So i decide to CABOT SVE and accompany him to poly at Pasir RIs..

Tqah follow us along..

He was having high fever.

While he was sick i still can take pics with him..

poor him have to fake smile lol..

2010-02-12T05:51:00.000-08:00

Out with Bf and A'an to town after school.
Need to grab my new make up..
I didnt tell them that i wanna go Raffles City Mall.
And we went to Marina Square.
Which was far from City link.
Walk and walk couldnt find my MAC shop.
Bf get pissed off and didnt talk to me.
I noe i did something wrong and i was clueless.
Upon reaching there,
Bought a MAC POWDER AND EYELINER costs $80.
Bf was shocked and ask me y i must buy such an expensive make up?
I was like duh.
My money. Not u the one paying lol..

Head to SSDc for my Car practical at 3.20pm.
He sent me there and left.
I saw RAFI.
Long lost friend.
Taalk with him for a while. and called my EX.
He talk on the phone with RAFI.

Now, nothing else to do..
finish packing my stuffs.
Getting ready to BATAM tomolow with family.
Celebrating CNY there.
LOL.
Will update soon after came back aite.
TAKECARES.

Sweetest day ever!

2010-02-05T06:00:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy today.
I had a great day with my boyfriend and atiqah syg.
Plan wanna go bugis but cancelled due to bad wheather.
So they followed me to SSDC to book my car practical.
Den proceed to yishun.
BF was moody coz of plan cancel.
Den ask him to watch movie.
He enlighted up.
WOhoohhh..
We watch SANTAU.
Not bad. but alot of frigtening scene. lol.
i had alot of time with my bf and you really make my day syg.
I love you so much.

jengjeng,
saw my mum at NP.
Omg! tat point i was shocked!
My mum didnt noe i went out with him.
But i didnt get nagging. COOL.
We follow my mum to np and waited for daddy.
MUS went home.

So today i spend alot.
Get a nike pants and pink bag from mummy!
HOHOOO.
Next i ask her for nike pink shoe..
I want it so much la..
Thxs mum for spending hundreds over just for me.

I LOVE YOU

2010-02-03T04:47:00.000-08:00

Bby, I miss you so much now.
Had great time with you for this past few days.
I have lied to you about something.
You get to know the truth but you just say:
"It's over syg. I love you so much and i wont get angry coz of tht"
Thank you so much.
I miss those times we spend 2gether.
And ya, thxs for giving me a suprise gift.
Much appreciated. hehes. Ily.

2010-01-30T04:36:00.001-08:00

Today going for flrbl match at tampines west CC.
Our match start at 3am.
No idea how to go there at midnite time.
No bus.
So goin to qil's house later to stay there for a while till 1am.
Now, IKA at my house.
We had our slight dinner to 'alas perut'.
hahas.

Packing my beg soon.
gonna be a tiring day.
with a midnite match at ends at 1.30pm the next day..
So nothing to say now.
Bye!

Promoted!

2010-01-29T22:38:00.001-08:00

Jus came back from my werk place.
I got my STAR EVALUATION TEST.
I PASS!! But i think it's a very bad pass la..
Coz my cashier sucks.
I dunnoe why i so panic and kachong when the tester test me.
My Score was 89.8%. She rounded up for me 90%.
Need to get atleast 90% and above.
THnks to her for being kind.
My base helped me alot.
She said i got good memory.
I can remember my holding timing for product.
Thank god. I pass so i dun have to retake. hehes..
A lesson learn not to study last minute when ur test is the next day.

2010-01-29T05:41:00.000-08:00

Today CA2.
I dunt think i can A for this time.
I struggle.
I did the wrong method seyy. Fcuk!

And today is my bad day.
I cant go bck with my boyfriend.
And my boyfriend expect me to wait for him in sch till he come back from redhill.
I cant be bother and jus went off.
He called me up and i say i wnna go home.
He sounded kinda pissed off.
I hanged up the phone and msg him.
HE's not mad but i'm the one get mad!.
What's wrong with me today i also dun noe.

And while i walking home from KFC after werk. someone called my name..
I didnt know who.
I get shocked when someone shouted my name.
I quickly walked home.
and that someone followed me.
I managed to chase after me.
And said "KNAPE TAKOT? ASL NK LARi?"
I Said" I DUN NOE YOU"
HE- "TAKMO TKT LA. KTE ORG BAEK."
ME- KTE TAK TAU AWAK. SORRY. JGN IKOT KTE."
HE- TAKPER. KTE ANTA SMPAI SANE JE'.KWN KTE KNAL AWAK.
Me- I kept quiet cos i dun noe what else to sat to him.

Reach my blk, i dun noe what to say. i jus go up.
Didnt say a single thing, coz i'm jus scared.
I dun ever dare to walk there again. unless with my boyfriend around.
Atleast someone to accompany home.

Lucky day

2010-01-27T05:22:00.000-08:00

On wed, i got my FLRBL traning at sch.
So after training went home.
Befoer i went home something happened.

I board the bus as normal.
Out of the sudden, one guy shouted my name in the bus.
I didnt look. i'm afraid.
So he shouted again my name loudly.
He shouted " SAPE NAME SABARIAH PAT SINI?"
I looked at him. and said YES.
He passed me my wallet and handphone.
I was shocked.
I didnt realised about it.
He told me i dropped it at the bustop before i board the bus.
I took it from him and say "THANK YOU SO MUCH".
And he replied "THANK YOU AJE?" I dun noe what he want.
I cant believe a guy like him would give it back to the owner.
How sincere he is. he's like a MATREP to me.

Den few minutes later..
He talked to me..
"LAIN KALI JAGE BARANG BAEK2."
"HANDPHONE MAHAL TU"
"WALAU PUN KENA BAYAR $300 TUk SAMAN TETAP KASI ALIK BARANG ORG"
At that point of time, i was amazed. what nice guy.
Den i quickly walked off from him.
I feel embarassed. It's not that i dont appreciate it but i just too paiseh to face him.
Why i keep being careless this few days?
A lesson learn for me..
Thank goodness.

2010-01-25T05:12:00.000-08:00

My dearly boyfriend falls sick..
He keeps msging me sayin"i nid u,i nk u, i nid ur strength''.
Macam kecian tapi tak leh uat pape..
Sound so desperate but poor him coz he didnt meet me for 3 days.
HE really want to meet tomolow but i dun noe what to tell him.
Tml i got my ca3 den i need to rush for my car practical..
Shiitt!! i got no time for him lol.
Hope he get well soon. And i miss him so much!

2010-01-24T05:22:00.000-08:00

Early morning wake up to go to the field.
Need to help out childrens' league for csc.
Those kids 5-6yrs, super duper cute sia..
The way they play soccer was relly funny..
so cute u noe..
Went home to sleep.
not getting enuf rest.
Yst went for hygience coourse at kfc until 5pm.
Den went to werk at 6.
I was super tired and keep yawning at the counter.
So sleepy till i cant relly concentrate to take order.
And den i got irriated when base side jam most of the products.
Queue was super long and none stop.
I cant stand it animore working weekends.

Suprisingly, someone cntcted me back.. hahahs.
I gonna dead if my boyfriend got to not this..
But 4 sure he wont read my blog.
What else should i do.
JUs msg him back lol.. since my hp so silent.
my bf didnt msg me for two days.
Kinda miss him la but not more than that la..
But both of us are attached la.. we jus chat as a frend tho.

YEAH

2010-01-21T09:26:00.000-08:00

YESS arh..
At last im done with my STAGE 1 car practical..
But i still got 3 more STAGE to clear.
Each STAGE has around 10 lessons.
Quite alot la..
Dun noe when want to end aso.
Need to book more slots.
But no money now!! have to work alot of days now.
Save money for practical..

Aniway i miss my BF alot.
Been 4 days we didnt meet up.
Even in the same shool yet we cant meet.
Im busy with my car pract and everytime have to rush home..
Cannot wait for him.
Hopefully this Friday both of us are free.
Cause i cant deny that i miss him so much.
Nothing to say oweadi.. until here la.

2010-01-19T04:26:00.000-08:00

Today had my car practical at 1.05pm.
Before that i went to school until 12.
I have to submit report by friday but i haven get started yet..
My car practical was fun.
For the first time i didnt jerk my car..
hoohoo..
firstly warmup outside circuit which is at road side..
and the road was so busy.
Taxi driver keep horning at me but i ignored coz i have to obey traffic rules..
Stupid taxi driver cant wait..
People are learning to drive yet u keep horning.
Today my pract was pract 10 and 11.
Tomolow proceed to pratical 12.. which will be on slope. Shit.
Im jus afraid if my car goes backward when on slope.. hahas..
Hopefully tml going fine. hehes.

I miss my BF alot.. even we are at the same school yet we cnt meet each other..
Im busy with my own schedule.
He's mad at me. but im sorry..
My schedule for this week is super duper tight bby.
Friday we meet up and go back together k syg.
I promise dat. now i need to haf enuf rest..
Tired. update tml if im free.

2010-01-17T16:59:00.000-08:00

At school now.. so bored.
came to school early.
Tot of doin my report but end up lazy lol.
waiting for namirah and tiqah to come..
gosshh.. feel like goin home now.. so damn tired..
credits to my bf for asking me to wake up early..
goin for my bfs lecture soon..
klah.. come back lata aite.. toodles..

2010-01-16T06:20:00.000-08:00

I just cant stop eating.
i eat,eat and eat.
even my siblings cant finish their foods,
i help them out to finish it.
I jus cant beieve i cn eat alot.. hahas..
Maybe i'm too hungry!
We went to arnold's to eat..
as usually with my banana split.
after we had our dinner.
my adek saw this girl.
he asked to me ask the girl no.
so i helped him out.
but i'm the one feel paiseh.
Luckily the girl is not attached.
Notty bro.
im off to bed now.
tml i werk morning shift.
nytes..

2010-01-15T21:58:00.000-08:00

I should have gone to werk!
Poor darl have to do base alone.
If i have gone to werk, i do base with him.
So stupid!
i'm just plain lazy to go werk la.. tired!
Sorry syg!
U have to do closing all alone.

2010-01-15T21:56:00.000-08:00

arrgghh!! everyday fight, fight and fight.
When it gonna come to the end!
I hate to see it this way!
Even at public can fight! fcuk sia..

Lovely Boyfriend

2009-12-28T08:35:00.000-08:00

My Bf jus cut his hair..

Better than last time..

When he came to werk i was like"WOW".

I did say to his that he was so HANDSOME.

I love his new hair cut.

hahas.

Werking at 3-11pm.

Doing base today.

Actually i hate doing base coz of closing.

But luckily my lovely boyfriend helped me out to do closing.

Almost all he did while i did nothing.

stand there just to watch he do closing.

not coz i dont wanna help but i jus dont noe what to do.

I pity him but i cant help it.

Thanks bf for ur help..

Love you so much.

Play taiti with KFC clerk.

I played and i won most of the game.

Even my bf cannot beat me.

Sorry Bf.

I'm better off than u la syg..

Went off at 12+am..

He sent me home..

He cant go home. coz it's too late.

So he meet his friends.

Reached home my siblings was at my room.

They hear "misteri 12"

I'm scared but i jus hear la.

I think till here i can blog.

dadaaaaaaa!!

2009-12-26T03:34:00.000-08:00

hellos!!

I guess i'll blog alot today.

Yest outing to semb park wit my BF was awseome.

We had fun together and really spend my time with him.

After much fun anad talk, suddenly i fell asleep under his arm.

I slept peacefully till my bf cough and i woke up.

I didnt know that i fell asleep. poor him has to stay awake and take care of me.

Went off aorund 5.30am. took the second bus.

The most embarrasing moment is when both of us took 859 home,

we slept inside the bus. until the bus driver came to us and said

"hello, wake up. Yishun Interchange" Both of us was so blur and quickly get out of the bus.

OMG!! So embarrassed seyy! My right leg was numb and i cant walk properly.

Rush home coz it nearly reaching 7am.

My car practical at 8.15am.

So waited for tqah to call me.
Meet her and NP bustop and took MRT to YCK.

I was late for 5 mins. I quickly meet my instructor.

My car practical was awesome..

I drove at the road side not the circuit.

i was nervous when traffic lite turns red.

Coz i need to stop the car and change my gear to gear 1.

I always forget to do so and my instructor keeps reminding me..

Before i go out of the circuit to go the road side. i need to warm up first by making a few turns around the circuit.

Out of sudden, my engine stall.

Atiqah was at the side and she saw my car jerk. She laughed.

I also laughed but at the same time quite panicked..

I learned alot today.. Need to practice my hand using the gear.

My hands sometimes get tense maybe too anxious.

Furthermore, when turning the steering wheel.

quite difficult la..

My next practical is on the 5 Jan. School reopens.. Shit.

Head to KFC NP to have my breakfast..

But before that, ATIQAH bought me a burger to 'alas perut'

since i'm driving.

Isnt she sweet? have that thought for me.

Me and her ate alot today.. We bought breakfast buddy meal. den i still buy porridge. and 2 hashbrows.

End up, both of us cant finish our foods. so i brought home.

Atiqah came to my house.

She played my lappy while i slept at sofa.

Until my daad says smething like ' taknk alik lagi,kn da ngantok'

I straight away wake up i went to my room to sleep.

POOR ATIQAH have to entertain herself with my lappy while i still continue sleeping. super duper tired coz of ton with my bf la..

Sleep until 2.30pm.

Wake up den have to get ready to follow my parents friend's house.

I bring tqah along so i have someone to talk to.

Den proceed to Hougang to eat ARNOLD'S.

We supposed to go to HOUGANG GREEN instead of HOUGANG MALL.

Have to take cab again and go the right place..

Eat alot todae. I share 1/2 Spring Chicken with tqah and yet we forcing to eat till finish.. Still our banana split. WOW!! DELICIOUS! Finished my dad banana split since he cant finish it.

After that drop off tqah at NP.

she has to go to TAMP to meet with her friends for dinner.

I went to MAK'S place. her belated birthdae celebration.

EAT again!! totally full for today.cant eat animore.

Too much food in my stomach now.

Now feeling sleepy.

Go to bed soon and sleep till morning.

Werk morning shift tml. 7-3.

Have to wakeup early.

CHOOOWSS!

2009-12-25T15:26:00.000-08:00

Time check: 7:25am

I just reached home from Semb park with my BF.
Ton there..
Going out soon in a while.
So super tired. my eyes like zombies.
Cant really open my eyes.
i have my car practical at 8.15am.
Tiqah will be following me..
Glad someone follow me today..

I blog more bout semb park after i come back aite..
Bye readers!!

2009-12-24T06:14:00.000-08:00

Bugis outing wit kak fizah was awesome.
But tired!!
Hahas.
One bad thing,
I was nearly knock down by a motorbike.
Like usually, i always walk without walking looking left and right.
Thank goodnesss, i was save by my kak fizah..
HAHAS.
Bought some stuffs and went to geylang
ARNOLD'S treat by kak fizah..
Eat and eat. Until i full..
BANANA SPLIT was amazing..

Now talking on the phone with MUS.
Tomolow werk at 7-3.
After dat, Goin out with my bf.

chow!! sleeping soon!
Nytes!

Today Schedule

2009-12-23T23:56:00.000-08:00

I'm back from SSDC.
My car practical was super duper fun..
At first quite nervous to drive but after a while get use to it..
Espcially the gear part..
Furthermore, i take manual for my driving.
I tried my best to remember and actaully it was easy.
Looking forward for my next practical on 26 DEC.

My bf msg me during my practical.
I'm so sorry dear i cant reply ur msg.
He was worried and dun noe my whereabouts.
I called him after my practical..
I miss him voice eventually.
He fetch me from YIS mrt and send me home.
And he has to go to work.

Reached home, my cousin called me up..
Ask me to follow her to BUGIS.
She wanted to buy the same dress that i have..
Tired. but i still follow since she wanna treat me..
WOOHOOO!!
HAve to get ready now. and meet her soon.
TOODLES!

DRIVING PRACTICAL

2009-12-23T09:45:00.000-08:00

RAINING!!
GETTING READY TO GO FOR MY CAR PRACTICAL.
GETTING NERVOUS..
SINCE ITS MY FIRST TIME THOUGH..
HAHAS.
LEFT WITH 10 MINS TO GO OUT..
4HRS OF PRATICAL..
GONNA BE TIRED..
BUT NEVER MIND.. SINCE I EAGER TO LEARN..
TILL HERE FOR NOW..
UPDATE AGAIN WHEN I REACH HOME.

2009-12-23T09:43:00.000-08:00

I spoil my bestie advanced birthdae.

Didnt follow them out today..

OMG!! I promise i meet u up soon..

Currently busy.

My schedule for this week is damn pack.

sometimes i wonder how i wanna managae my time.

Thank god u help me to think!

I miss my boyfriend truckloads..

Been 3 days didnt msg and meet up..

I understand ur home situation.

Sometimes it hurts me alot to see u in this way dear.

I miss you so much, MUS.

Waiting for your msg.

10.30am gonna be my car practical..

Yet i'm not in bed. cant sleep la..

just learn to make blog.

I swear its super hard since 1st time using blog.

But i dont give up easily.

I keep trying and tying till i get what i want.

2009-12-22T22:06:00.000-08:00

BABY ATIQH SHAWGI ABDAT,
I MISS YOU.
I'M SOORY CANTS SEND YOU TO HARBOURFRONT.
I'M WORKING ON DAT DAY.
I TEXT YOU AT THE WRONG TIME.
I TEXT YOU WHEN YOU ALREADY ARRIVED.
I'M SO SORRY K DARLING.
TEXT ME WHEN YOU'RE BACK AITE.
I'WLL BE WAITING FOR YOU MSG..
HOPEFULLY UR PERFORMANCE THERE WIL BE SUCCESFUL.
AND ENJOY UR DANCE.
TAKECARE.!

2009-12-18T23:14:00.000-08:00

Meet BF under my blk with ika!!
Meet shab and fad at np to return shab sleeves.
Fab rebonded her fringe.
Boyfriend accompany me.
Went to blk 224. lpk with him till 9+.
Actually he has to go hmoe around 8.45 but he extend his time with me.
Had a great time with BF.
U really make my day sweetheart.
I love you so much!

Henderson Waves

2009-12-17T08:17:00.000-08:00

Henderson Waves outing with gfs and bf was supe fun!!
Tqah and mira cant stop taking pictures of themselves!!
SELF_OBESSED!! hahas
The sad thing, AQILAH was not around to join the fun babe. haiz!
We plan next outing again when everyone is free aite!!